MiSsInG HiM!!!!

....Since i can't sleep right now, and the only thing that comes to my mind is this feeling, as in i miss him so much, too much infact. no one around me gives that satisfaction, i mean my friends do most times, bless thier heart, but not every one is ready to listen to your crap stories, or the very dry ones or the meaningless nagging and constant irritation of your voice, i mean, who wouldn't get tired, except the one that really loves you..lol

Papi is a very beautiful person both on the inside and on the outside, this isn't to say that he is perfect, i mean he has his flaws just like every human being does, but he is just on point for me, i mean it's like almost 5 years now..wow, i couldn't ask for anything more, even though i have been in doubt some few times, but we are coming out stronger.

So i cracked a joke with my friends today, i confess it was some idiotic joke that didn't even make sense at all, when i was telling it i knew along the line it was stupid but it was too late to stop, i just had to carry on blabbing....well the look in thier eyes was SHUT UP!....or more like zzzzzzzz..lol..On a normal day if i had told papi this, he would have laughed and seen where i was coming from, or if it wasn't funny he would have teased and been like hmmmmm!....you know...

I am not afraid to be me around papi, he laughs at all my jokes, both the funny ones and the dry ones, he is one that i know when i confide in , he doesn't tell me what i want to hear, but he tells me what i need to hear, he is one that i know will always be there for me even when we are not even talking to each other, he accepts me just the way i am!

5 years we have been together, used to doing things together,not used to being away from each other as in so addicted..and now he is in 9Ja, am back in Jd, hiss!..why is life so unfair!...lol...its been bearly three months since i last saw him, and it feels like forever, has he grown bigger?, is he taller?, fatter?, slimmer?..lol..no one to make regular tantraums with, or to play hide and seek with like bloody two year olds, no one to play jackie chan and jet li with!..buhahaha.

well yeah yeah yeah, we speak everyminute, but its not like actually spending some time together...arrrrgh.. i miss papi jare..pls no one should even do any love love or pda thing near me o! or else ehnnnnn!.....*sigh*. well no wahala sha, life must go on..i love booboo!..:-)

p.s have u heard this "lori le" song...i think am addicted..pls help!...or are u too?.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gTKItFAskFI